Lonely

Lonely

Something amazing has just happened to Seraphim. Z0zo has, once again, like clockwork, been gratuitously, irrationally cold and nasty to Seraphim. Seraphim should have seen it coming, because there is a definite pattern to this behaviour… z0zo lulls Seraphim into feeling their relationship is beginning to work, again… then crushes Seraphim. She does this because she gets pleasure from it, there is no other explanation. Seraphim has been pathetically hanging on to the the hope things may get better between them, but they won’t…

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… the amazing thing this time, though, is that, although she was briefly stunned and hurt, Seraphim has almost instantly bounced back… but not to where she was, pathetically putting up with this shit… she’s bounced right over it! Z0zo has finally succeeded in killing the spark of hope. Seraphim has finally shaken herself awake! She went round and took down every z0zo photo she had, she put away the little shrine to z0zo she had in her bedroom…

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… for the last few weeks, Lia, also, has been strange to Seraphim more often, barely talking to her, and even telling her she had nothing to say to her… and Seraphim has been forced to admit, now, that they didn’t really make up after their fallout just recently. Seraphim was alone for her first 8 years of SL life… falling for z0zo made her forget she is perfectly capable of being alone…

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… she’s been alone, again, for a while, now, just hasn’t realised it. She’s been letting others play with her because thats what they do… but now she’s awake again…

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… and they can find someone else to hurt.

Not Demonic While Sleeping

Not Demonic While Sleeping

Seraphim needed to get away from her own place, because it was suddenly crowded with random visitors, and she was trying to have an IM conversation with a new friend, so she teleported to z0zo’s, because she knew z0zo was offline for her maintenance cycle, and Lia was not there. When Seraphim was finished with her conversation, she decided to go and look at her sleeping ex-lover…

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…she found z0zo asleep in a stasis unit she had never seen before, and her heart stopped to see how gorgeous z0zo looked asleep… no-longer looking demonic, but sweet and peaceful…

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… Seraphim stood and looked for quite a while, listening to z0zo’s hard-drive making it’s familiar, soothing noises, while the owner of Seraphims broken heart slept peacefully on, unaware, until she wakes, and all her devices give her a brilliantly sharp snapshot, in numbers and code, of the slightly sad alien girl looking longingly into her sleep chamber.

Slightly Demonic

SlightlyDemonic

Seraphim spent part of last evening hanging with Kyan1te, her mother (one of her mothers), Megan, and z0z0 at z0zo’s place. It has been a few weeks since Seraphim has actually spent any physical time with z0zo, z0zo having been pre-occupied with a recent conquest. So, Seraphim was a little surprised to notice that z0zo was looking…

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… slightly demonic. Z0zo has changed her horns to up-curving ones…

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… and, as a result of her playing with her most recent favourite toy, is wearing a bondage collar. These slight changes have amplified her already slightly demonic visage, to make her look, well, actually demonic.