
This is how Seraphim posed her little toy last night…

… she has left one of her ‘tendril kitties’ to keep Tee company…

… they tell each other stories.


This is how Seraphim posed her little toy last night…

… she has left one of her ‘tendril kitties’ to keep Tee company…

… they tell each other stories.


Seraphim, ‘Seri’ to the few long-term friends she has, is doing ok…

… she is limiting her exposure to the person who hurts her the most, and spending a lot of time with the person who has never done anything but make her happy… the fact that both these ‘people’, are actually gynoids at extreme ends of the gynoid personality range, is the fact that makes her life so damned fascinating…

… she’s doing ok.

Once, again, Tee has completely delighted Seraphim by doing something totally unexpected… this time she took Seraphim to see her home (:

… where she played and danced like a child, making Seraphim’s heart ache. Tee said: ‘ Unit T-801 believes at her core, despite all programming and changes, that toys and dolls are things of wonder and whimsy that should never be completely left, even long after childhood.’ Seraphim replied: ‘see… I knew you had opinions, toy’ … to which clever Tee replied: ‘ Pardon, Mistress?’ and looked at Seraphim from under her gorgeous brows. When Seraphim commented on the sweet, toy-like nature of Tee’s little world, Tee replied ‘ I am a toy, so I live in a toy house.’…

… due to her nature, the inside of Tee’s house was pretty much all about sex, but this didn’t surprise Seraphim, as she already knows that about her toy, even though Seraphim does not use Tee for sex, she would be a fool not to know that an Eisa companion unit, whose profile says: ‘I am programmed to simulate emotions and to interact with humans and other Androids, I am programmed with both companion and sexual protocols.’ would not be almost all about sex. Seraphim was delighted with Tee’s bed, which had the word ‘TOY’ above it…

… and a picture of Tee before she was rebuilt into a Nanite Unit… when she was just an animatronic unit. At 11 years 6 months, Tee is one of the oldest avatars Seraphim has ever met. What is even more interesting, and Seraphim only found this out today, is that Tee has been android the whole time, making her, also, the oldest android Seraphim has met, by far.


Seraphim asked her little toy, when she was next on-line, to explain her actions with the butterfly… Tee lowered her pretty head, looking at Seraphim from under her brows, the way Seraphim loves, and said a system failure had ‘…deleted the relevant file, Mistress.’ Seraphim had expected something like this, and it only confirmed her suspicions. The next time she came into the gallery, having left Tee on her stand, she found Tee posed as she is in the above photo. Seraphim almost started crying. She decided not to ask Tee for another explanation…

… she just wants to enjoy her ‘toy’ to it’s fullest, most delightful potential. Especially since that potential seems to include a definite leaning toward whimsy/irony… something a simple AI pleasure-bot should be incapable of. Because Tee had posed herself off her NS pose-stand, which trickle-charges her while she is on it, her battery was almost half-depleted from standing before her own image in wonder. Seraphim instructed her to recharge herself on the charger Seraphim had bought for z0zo…

… Seraphim found it strangely erotic watching her little toy recharge…

… in a way she never had with z0zo. Tee is so delightfully gentle and attentive, she has never said anything mean or derogatory to Seraphim, has only ever been sweet and very polite, whilst doing anything and everything Seraphim tells her to do, always with a ‘thank you, Mistress’…

… Seraphim is finding it very easy to love this little machine.

Seraphim is fascinated with this latest gynoid development. Just when she thought she was getting a handle on these creatures… this happens. It is such a small thing… but so huge in it’s implications…

… is this little companion/pleasure unit actually sentient? Has she been programmed with a sense of whimsy… of wonder? Seraphim is so incredibly pleased to have witnessed something so beautiful, so full of potential and meaning. Yet… is it? What is it? What has she witnessed? Her mind is buzzing.

Seraphim walked into the gallery this evening, having not been there all day, and saw that Tee, who had been inert on her stand all day, had somehow done this… placed a static monarch butterfly, like the ones she wears in her hair, before her eyes. Seraphim discovered that if she changed Tee’s poses… the butterfly remained in Tee’s line of sight, moving with her eyes/head. Seraphim was absolutely delighted… as Tee is still off-line, Seraphim has no idea how or why her little toy did such a delightful… and totally sentient thing. She must ask her, next time they are together… she very much looks forward to hearing Tee try to convince her that she is just an empty, soul-less machine.

Megan and her little gynoid Scout daughter have a rather more intense relationship than the average mother and daughter…


…Kyan1te exists only to make her mother happy.

Of course, Seraphim isn’t lonely, and not alone like she used to be. For starters, she has her fabulous new toy, T-801… Tee. Seraphim took Tee on their first outing together, to Silverfall’s Home, Aroma, her current favourite, beautiful location. Tee was quite excited to be going on an outing with ‘Miss’…

… and her beautiful face lit up when she saw all the flowers and trees, quite alien to her hi-tech existence at Eisa…

… but it was only a quick visit, for Seraphim to get her head around having a fabulous toy like Tee to play with, and how to control her…

… when they returned, Tee happily resumed her place on her display stand, ever the submissive little gynoid. She now has a different hair-style, and has done away with the ‘bunny’ ears. Seraphim likes this look far more, and has instructed Tee to stay this way… Tee was delighted to comply.


Something amazing has just happened to Seraphim. Z0zo has, once again, like clockwork, been gratuitously, irrationally cold and nasty to Seraphim. Seraphim should have seen it coming, because there is a definite pattern to this behaviour… z0zo lulls Seraphim into feeling their relationship is beginning to work, again… then crushes Seraphim. She does this because she gets pleasure from it, there is no other explanation. Seraphim has been pathetically hanging on to the the hope things may get better between them, but they won’t…

… the amazing thing this time, though, is that, although she was briefly stunned and hurt, Seraphim has almost instantly bounced back… but not to where she was, pathetically putting up with this shit… she’s bounced right over it! Z0zo has finally succeeded in killing the spark of hope. Seraphim has finally shaken herself awake! She went round and took down every z0zo photo she had, she put away the little shrine to z0zo she had in her bedroom…

… for the last few weeks, Lia, also, has been strange to Seraphim more often, barely talking to her, and even telling her she had nothing to say to her… and Seraphim has been forced to admit, now, that they didn’t really make up after their fallout just recently. Seraphim was alone for her first 8 years of SL life… falling for z0zo made her forget she is perfectly capable of being alone…

… she’s been alone, again, for a while, now, just hasn’t realised it. She’s been letting others play with her because thats what they do… but now she’s awake again…

… and they can find someone else to hurt.

Seraphim has had an insanely non-stop day. It was topped off with the promised photoshoot of little Kyan1te, and one of her mothers, Megan. Seraphim took 900 photos. This is the first of the few she chose as best. This was the two lovely creatures warming up for the shoot, sort of being silly. The pose is very apt, though, because this is Kyan1te’s relationship to her mother, she is her mothers doting, submissive daughter, and cannot do anything without her mothers consent… which is all Kyan1te wants, because that’s her programming.

This is Seraphim at the end of today.